L♥VE & REGRETS

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My Love,
it makes my heart die, when I can not be with you. Yeah, it makes my heart die!
What am I used to be, I don't know what to do, if you ever hurt me again, you demon.
I'm not convinced whether your being is making me happy or not?!
I do not wanna end in such a crappy dump again, just because you do not ever fulfill my hopes.

I think, I belong to you! But nothing is exactly clear to my mind - nothing makes sense, nothing!
Just because there had been those mysterious damned  years I gave in favour of you...
And it even feels like as you have never ever been any closer to myself than now!

Well, I'm just more than confused. To love you is not a blame - seriously - but to love you again, after I got to know you, would be blame - either seriously!

I'm just full of hope on waiting for you to text me. You just often promised it me, but you never really did. That' annoying and frustraiting. Who do you think you are? - Collecting your jar of hearts! Sometimes I'm just mad about you. But then there are those lucky moments, when you hug me, when you stand next to me, when you talk to me, when WE laugh together. That's what keeps my head up high, also when I used to be sad, about my grandmommy's death!

You did not have any big wishes, just to see me once again. Everytime I looked up for you, you wanted me to come back soon. So I was from the botton of my heart used to visit you as much as I am able to. And in this damn week had been sooooo many tests in school, so I wasn't able to look up for you - And then it happend!
Now, I still regret this; to "prefer" school than my family.
Some memories never fade - I'm barey convinced about it!

I'm praying for mercy, your forgiveness & YOUR L♥VE

Luu xoxo

I'm happy ~ I'm not